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Hahahahahahahah…its kind of comical term right??

 

In the first place I don’t really understand what’s the meaning of that quotes are…

Someone told me being in love to somebody is different from the term you love somebody.

 

Is that really happens to human?

 

Is that happening to me in the moment? Did I encounter that feeling on the past? Or should I encounter that emotion in the future???

 

harshHh… well, no matter what would be my love story goes through ill say it on this way…

 

“I love him, but every day I’m learning!”

 

 

There were times u really want to cry even if u think its foolishness to drop your tears when your reasons r nothing… u find motivations to cry but then u end up empty in mind.. Hence, “HEART RULES!” u cries!!!

 

Sometimes we end up asking ourselves after a long journey of snuffle… “Y AM I CRYING?” its kinda lol isn’t it?? Hahah…

 

hmMm, well, maybe because there’s an instances that u  have to moan for tears  but then you prefers to stay calm and relax…

 

Indeed, were just human, “HUMAN?” as a “PERSON?” as “INDIVIDUAL?” as “BEING?” as “CREATURE?” as “MORTAL?” as “WORLDLY?” …hmMm…J

as we cry for happiness but cries in sadness too??

Laugh with tears and cry with tears as well??

 

That’s what AILIAH felt right now…

Asking for nothing…

Wondering for never minds…

Thinking for empty thoughts…

Worried by no means…

Crying in no ways…

L

 

 

The name I don’t use in any transactions in life..business, schools, offices or even in my peers.  Grew up using the name, Ailyn which is spelled incorrectly in my papers as I am…

 

Getz? Heheh..

 

Actually I want to write something in me, and I really want it to occupy the whole page of this sheet but the problem is I don’t know the topic..

 

HmMm, kidding! I know the topic and I do have a lot of topics and discussions in my mind but one thing is just I don’t know how to start with it. 

 

Well, its definitely about myself, what is me? Myself? And I?

 

WeEew, to start with, as to describe me, its as simple as the word “EWAN”.  I cant understand things happen in me. Things go wrong when I handle decisions, I cry when everything is fine but smile when everything’s turns to gray. 

 

I want a person that could be there for me for the entire of my life but I don’t want him to be with me forever. 

 

I want to stay in his arms always but I don’t want him to get close in me all the time.

 

I want him to remember all the memories we’ve been together as the years passed by, but why I always say” please forget everything about me!

 

I want to say what I felt but the word which came out in my mouth is all of the meandering lies in my mind.

 

What’s the most superior by the way? The heart or the brain?

Anyway, whatever! As long as with these two I could live longer as my life goes through. 

 

Sometimes I asked myself, what’s the matter with me? Why I always cry when I say goodbye? But still crying when he’s not leaving?  Why I smile when tears fell from his eyes though I don’t want him to see fallen’?

 

Why I always say, “go away from me!” when all I want is to tight him as I don’t want him to leave me! 

 

I always imposed that I can live life as what I want, be what I want to be, and do what I want to do.  But the thing is, I don’t know what I want, what I want to be, and what I will do!

 

My life is ridiculous, isn’t it? Hahah.. Is it my life? Or just the way I handle life with? Does anybody understand the way I did? Or just believing these were all the foolishness inside of me. 

 

Some would probably say ”it’s definitely!”  But anyway, I am just asking a question which is anybody doesn’t have the authority to answer! Even myself!!!

 

 

 

> ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

 

> TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

 

> THREE. Don’t believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

 

> FOUR. When you say, ‘I love you,’ mean it.

 

> FIVE. When you say, ‘I’m sorry,’ look the person in the eye..

 

> SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

 

> SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

 

> EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone’s dreams. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much.

 

> NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it’s the only way to live life completely.

 

> TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

 

> ELEVEN.  Don’t judge people by their relatives.

 

> TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

 

> THIRTEEN.  When someone asks you a question you don’t want to answer, smile and ask, ‘Why do you want to know?’

 

> FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

 

> FIFTEEN. Say ‘bless you’ when you hear someone sneeze.

 

> SIXTEEN. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson.

 

> SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R’s: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

 

> EIGHTEEN. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

 

> NINETEEN. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

 

> TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone, the caller will hear it in your voice.

 

> TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

 

 

 

Giving someone all your love is dili jud assurance

Na i-love pud ka nila in return

You hug goodbye,atik2 nga wala nay feelings

Pero diay 2, gus2 nimo is to hold on forever…

 

I used to smile when I told people,

Akoa na xa! Og akoa ra jud na xa!

Pero kron, I can’t even smile and say your name

At the same time…

 

As much as love taka

I have to say goodbye

I’m sorry if nakapahilak ko nmo;

I’m sorry if tears fell from your eyes,

But think about this,

Kada patak sa imo luha,Two fell from mine…

 

Li nko kalimtan the times we once shared,

And ill always remember how much you once cared.

Now it’s over…

Its time to move on…

 

It’s never easy na makit-an tka mo-turn back

But, I have to take the pain…

And cry all the way home,

Coz I know, it will never be the same!

 

I know when you leave

Distance will keep us apart…

Duko lng gud og makit-an ko nimo,

Sabot mn ko.

 

One day,

I will be able to look you in the eye

Without feeling the pain I’ve caused you

 

I hope in time,

I will be happy as you call my name once again…

Happiness

Is too far  from us now

Hinuon..posible pud na…

Pero bisan pag posible,

I know it will be hard for us to get there.

 

haAayYy, it’s never gonna work out

I LOVE YOU! GOODBYE..